Rudder to Steer

I’ve seen apathy

Grow like a vine outside my door

And I’ve been reckless

With this soul that I store

Like a kid by a pool

I’m afraid to jump in

This anticipation’s got me

And I’m shivering

Help me

I can’t take this anymore

I need a rudder to steer my vessel

Yeah, I’m sailing away

Hopefully towards your shore

I’m looking for

Another way

And I stand here

Afraid to lay all this down

All this I’ve loved to carry

It’s been with me now

Far too long, it’s time to send it down

Way down, anchor deep

Where I can’t see

Help me

I can’t take this anymore

I need a rudder to steer my vessel

Jesus!, I’m sailing away

towards your shore

I’m looking for

Another way

And I stand here

I’m shivering, there’s more to life

Waking up every day groaning, oh my God

I gotta do this all again

Sorry that I, I can’t explain what I’m feeling

But I have got

This discontent, but

Help me!

I can’t take this anymore

I need a rudder to steer my vessel

JESUS!

I’m sailing away

Hopefully towards your shore

I’m looking for

Another way

And I stand here